I would like to make a HUGE, HUGE apology to anyone who has sent me money and not received anything. I would've written this out a while ago, when all this started happening, however, I know no one will accept it, but I guess that isn't the point. I really, really am sorry for what I did, you can choose to believe me or not.
I didn't mean to do this, it didn't start out that way. I got blinded by my own greed and selfishness, I am terribly sorry. I honestly feel horrible for this. And I am working at paying back everyone I need to, it just will take some time since I hardly get any money and have to get my mother to help pay for this.
As you can see, I am not good at apologizing. I just really want everyone to know that I am sorry. And that I do care, if I didn't care, I wouldn't be writing this right now or feeling this way. This whole time, I felt terrible about this, it didn't make me feel good at all. It still isn't. It hurts me probably more than you all know. And no, I really don't know why I did this.
Anyway, I would like everyone who I haven't paid back yet (because I lost a few addresses), so if you are one of those people, please send an e-mail to: firstname.lastname@example.org . With your name and address and the amount owed. All I need is that information, so please keep your comments to yourself. It'll only make me feel worse and I already know what you think of me. Also, I would advise you to e-mail by this Friday, as that is the day I am sending out the rest of the money. And I am also getting my internet taken away, so, please contact me by Friday. Only if you are one of those people, if you're just going to flame me, don't bother. Because I won't read it and besides, I have enough flames to set the whole world afire, so I really don't need anymore.
I'm disabling comments for that reason as well.
Again, I will say this:
I apologize to everyone! I really am sorry and I won't do anything like this ever again. . As corny as that sounds, it is true.
You don't have to accept or believe me, it's your choice. I am not asking to be forgiven, because if I can't even forgive myself, then I am not expecting other people to. And I know that by writing this, it won't change anything. I just want to get this off my chest and perhaps, make myself feel better (though, it doesn't).
I honestly don't know what else to say, though, I am probably making this situation much worse by writing this. So, I guess this is all I can say right now.
Thank you for your time.